MUCH better

Thanks to all the girls out there that were concerned for me <> I am feeling much better. I even got an email from him and it didn't trigger tears. Yay! I had a date yesterday...all my friends were like, wow that's a quick turn around time. But you know, my feeling is that the longer I wait around feeling sorry for myself and moping, the worse I will feel. So why not get back to the routine, go on some days, boost my self confidence, and have some fun? Let me tell you, so far it's been great. And it's even been great for my diet...today I weighed in at 137.7 --> GOAL WEIGHT!!!! I couldn't believe it, I was pretty stoked. Though I'm not going to officialy say that I've reaced goal until I weigh in at my normal day/time and see that 138. I think I might try to lose a little more (maybe 9 pounds? 127?) but only after I maintain this for a while. I kinda want to fit in these size 4 pants in my closet ;)