when you call my name...

That song is on the radio right now :)
Last night I went to a show with my ex-boyfriend. It's been about two and a half months. All night I went back and forth between wanting to go out and have some single fun and wanting to crawl into his lap. Ah, heart break. I wonder what he was thinking. After I left, I went to a friends party and this guy I am dating called...he didn't want to take a cab all the way to the party. Obviously not a keeper, but at least someone to have fun with, I guess. I was kind of in a funk last night, but I'm trying my best to get out of it today. I'm going to go for a run across the Golden Gate bridge (about nine miles) since it is absolutely gorgeous today. Tonight I am having some people over for Halloween, but unfortunately most people couldn't make it. I am wondering what will happen if I have like three people at my part...oh well, I will worry about that later. I will have fun regardless. I weighed in this morning at 141.1...I am slooowly getting back down to my pre-conference weight. This really is a lesson to learn in eating well. I must have gained at least two pounds, since it is still taking me all this time to get off. On Monday I start traveling again for work...geez, that brings so many trials and tribulations with food. EVERY meal I eat out...I will keep my blog update to keep myself accountable! I am ready to get to my goal weight (138) and then maybe drop a little after that...I was thinking maybe 129? That would put me solidly in the lower range of a healthy BMI. That would be exciting :)