sitting pretty in the city

trying to find my spot in the grown-up world...wish me luck

Sunday, November 19, 2006

sitting pretty, but not happy

when did this become my life?
i have become so depressed in the past month. seasonal affective disorder? maybe...though it's generally the same state of mild coldness a and fog in san francisco. when i broke up with my boyfriend three months ago, i went through a period of about a month and a half of not eating much, going out a lot, dating, just in general living that single life i hadn't had. somewhere around 6 weeks ago, it got old. and now i've resigned myself to my couch and re-runs of the real world. ouch, i know. i have lost that motivation i had to just call up people i hadn't seen in ages and say "hey, let's go out!" i have a couple good friends in the city, but they have lives different from mine...they all have serious significant others and aren't really into that single, party, bar scene. so i hang out with them when i can....but i still find myself bored on the occasional weekend night and generally all day on saturday and sunday. what do people without boyfriends, families, or weekend obligations do?? if anyone has any suggestions, let me know. there are only so many days you can workout, shop, and shop some more. besides, all this shopping is definitely not good for my checkbook. sigh. at least this week i'm not flying to dallas....so i get to be in san francisco tonight (yay, i guess). i need to get out of this funk asap.

ps i still haven't cured the "drunchies" (loving that word, by the way). i think the best cure will be to just keep anything prime for a drunchie moment (tortilla chips, anything frozen), out of my kitchen! definitely better for me on the whole anyway.

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