one month later...

:) things have been going well the past week. i know, just a week, but i am finally getting back into my routine. pre-holidays i really had it down, and i'm just now getting back into the swing of things. wow, only four months later :/ I just kept gaining weight, not a lot, but a couple of pouds due to all of the junk I was eating on the road, and then eating too much at night on the weekends post-bars with my friends. my marathon training has been going really well, despite a nagging knee/hip thing that will hopefully be resolved by some orthotics that i'm hopefully going to get from the doctor next week. i still have 4 months until my first wedding (end of june), and i want to feel GOOD then..whether its at 140 or 130 i don't really care. honestly, i know it's just a number...but when i take care of myself, that number gets less and i feel good. i feel like i workout so much and i really want a body that shows that i do. unfortunately, that's going to require losing some of this fat that's sitting on top of my beautiful muscles! i just want this to be life - making good decisions, having a treat when i need it, and NOT obsessing over food!